wow im updating... so vivian will be 7months old on the 23rd of this month.. she looks like a little girl version of her daddy.. me and cody are still together not married yet but happy..i love being a mommy. vivian makes me laugh everyday and she is a mommys baby. i dont have my computer any more so i very seldom get on the net. if you guys will ( Read more... )

hey guysss.. guesss what stevvve im updating.. im sure you all are wondering have you had the baby yet?? NO.. im due in 9days.. unbelievable huh, my pregnance has went by so fast.. anyway my last doctors appointment (8-16-06 i go once a week) i was dilated to 3cm and 60% thinned out,having painless contractions. i also had a ultrasound and the baby ( Read more... )

im having a beautiful little girl... i swear i thought it was a boy for 5months. her name is Vivian serenity meaning peaceful and full of life.. during the ultrasound she puts her foot over her head and hits herself in the head with her right hand rubs it with her left and sticks her tongue out.. she is a little clown i got it all on video tape.. ( Read more... )

wow!! i havent updated this is forever when use to i would update it everyday.. so many things are different now.. in four and 1/2 months im going to be a mom. im engaged, and believe it or not im happy.. although i may be a single mom if cody doesnt become a little bit more responsible im still very thrilled.. i will know in 3weeks what im having ( Read more... )

woohoo thanksgiving eve!!! so much stuff to do and things to start cooking but my mind is at peace.. im no longer stressed nor depressed.. i think im growing out of my depressed stages, i think i have found my peaceful state of mind where i would like to remain forever, but that doesn’t mean I don’t have my days where i feel as if im struggling ( Read more... )

TO STEVE AND MICHELLE ( Read more... )

Times come and go but in order to function and find your purpose, you have to let things go. Stop comparing the future to the past or you will ultimately lose hope in the future.. (“All a person needs in the world is something to love if you cant give him than give him something to hope for and if you cant give him that then just give him something ( Read more... )

hey my peeps!!! sorry i havent been on lately but ive been working almost everyday 12hrs shifts and when im not working im spending time with my boyfriend cody... i love my new job and the people i work with, so knock on wood, coz everytime i find a job i love i end up getting fired haha SUCKS.. I Went to panama city beach florida last weekend it ( Read more... )

I’ve been thinking a lot about the way my life is going and how it could have been different’ which often makes me depressed to know how I fucked up.. I continue to think, I make plans in my head of what I want to do and if its going to make me a better person morally, spiritually ,psychologically and I start to become hopeful that there is still ( Read more... )

i still alive guys.. its chaos around here, tonight we are able to run our generator so we have some power and air condition and the only reason we are able to run the generator is because we took all the gas out of our cars. the whole state is sold out of gas. we are going to try driving to memphis TN to get some gas if possible..people are hungry ( Read more... )