Well, I wasnt gunna write about anything in my journal. But I figured I would, seeing I have nothing better to do. So I heard some rumors, and I wanted to clear them up..They didnt really bother me all that much, but I just wanted to get them out of the way. Apparently, the whole thing blew up, and Chris dumped me. No Chris, Your not an Asshole, ( Read more... )

He's the only one..who knows..what it is to Burn

:0(

I hate feeling like this...

I feel like im Nothing. and I dont know why.

Im writing this as a private entry. I dont know if im even gunna put it on my journal. I just need to write, and talk to someone. But it would probably be best if I didnt. But whatever. I've been pretty upset for the past few hours. I dont know what it is. Something is bothering me, not to sure what it is. Chris and I kind got into a argument, it ( Read more... )

I need to stop being so dumb about things..ehhh fuck me

The streets were wet
and the gate was locked so I jumped it,
and let you in.
And you stood at the door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it,
that you meant it...Alright day..Nothing 2 exciting happend. Woke up late, had 2 get a ride 2 skewl. Looked like shit. Haha..Oh well I aint got no one 2 ( Read more... )

I guess I'll update right quick because im bored n waiting for my parents to leave..But yuh..This weekend was pretty good accually. Friday I just layed around because I was still pretty sick, and I had like no energy 2 do anything..Talked 2 chris for a bit..Made plans for Saturday..Saturday around 2:30 me n mi mamma picked him up and we just ( Read more... )

Throw away the radio suitcase
That keeps you awake
Hide the telephone in case you
Realize that sometimes you're just not okay
You level off but it's not alright now
You need to understand
There's nothing strange about this
You need to know your friends
You need to know that
I'll be waving my hand watching you drown
Watching you scream
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I've been really fucking sick for the past few days. I dunno what's wrong w/ me. But I went 2 the Doctor on Tuesday after school, and they gave me a shit load of medicine, and im all fucked and confused and shit. But I have an appointment 2marrow at 11:15..so there eaither gunna jack me up on a shit load of medication, or put me in the hospital and ( Read more... )

How does it feel to know you're everything i need*The butterflies in my stomach
they could bring me to my knees*How does it feel to know you're everything i want?
I've got a hard time saying this...so i'll sing it in a song*
Hold on to me if you feel your grip getting loose* Just know that i'm right next to you
hold on to me*if you feel your ( Read more... )