my friend kevin's girlfriend broke up with him. that is very sad. he is a really great kid and he is in love with her. so.... it really upsetsme. i am wasted. i guess, i am not totally wasted anyomre since it is late. but i am certainly stilll frunk. and stuss. stuff. i just got back from walking around wih kevin. its been a n otdd couple ( Read more... )

hello. i am drunk. and goddamn, it feels good. i watched casablanca tongiht. it is still good. in fact, it's great. i don't know hwere all my friends are. i feel like i am wasting my drunk i nhyere alone, but,. oh well. at least i am drunk. being alone might suck, but being drunk and alone in better than being sober and alone. it's true ( Read more... )

so i had this weird experiece last night. i couldn't sleep, but i kept getting caught in that half sleep shit. that place that is tauntingly close to sleep to let you know what you're missing and how good it would feel, but still far enough from it that you get the benefits. that's where i was all night. it was painful. but i woke up and knew ( Read more... )

surviving valentine's day again! hell yeah, motherfuck. not that bad if you forget it. i have a theory that fucking happy couples ditched class today. my classes we all half empty. i thought that was funny. but it made me wish i had a sweetie to spend all day with. it was soooo nice here. 55 and sunny. the perfect day to spend with your ( Read more... )

i saw hotel rwanda tonight with jacob. it was very sad. i mean, it had so much sadness in it. but it wasn't like mystic river, not total sadness all the time. this at least had its moments of joy. but lots of death. and machetes. and guns. and stuff ( Read more... )

arthur miller died. that is very sad. i was in the crucible, which he wrote, in high school. and i loved it. i was moved by death of a salesman. god. it just fucking sucks. he did so much for humanity. but, THE DEATH OF AN OLD MAN IS NOT A SAD THING. keep that in mind ( Read more... )

the rain landing on her was inexplicably beautiful. i don't understand why it rained, but i also don't understand why the rain framed her face in such a fashion. i momentarily forgot why we were there, why we were standing in the rain in the first place. it came back to me. but for a moment, i thought the reason she was standing in the rain was ( Read more... )

hey everybody. huh ( Read more... )

why tell me why did you not treat me right? love has a nasty habit of disappearing overnight. i'm lookingthrouh you where did you go ( Read more... )

oh man. so loaded right now. we can make believe the kenndies are stilll alive. man. hada good night. ate out with my friends. watched a movie. had good coverstaion over drinks. well, i talked over drinks. thye talked over sobriety. but it worked out in thend. drunk. it's a good way to be. it just feels right talked to kristin. that ( Read more... )