ok. look. yeah. i broke down. i called lisa. she didn't answer. even though she was fucking online. ok. maybe i am littl drunk. that doesnt matter. what does matter is that i haven't alked to her in almost 2 mothes and i called to settle things. just to make things ok between us. i had the consult of a sober and even minded jacob. he ( Read more... )

yeah. i just watched the movie fargo. it's very good. last night i watched requiem for a dream, it was also good. sad as hell but good. now i am sitting here. it was joe's birthday today. i called but he didn't answer. probably too busy have fun with the girlfriend. oh man. i had to write another play tonight. it did not go well. but it ( Read more... )

oh yeah. it is time to update like updateers do. you know ( Read more... )

ok. so, i won't be writing my column this semester. i didn't know i had to reapply, so i didn't and my editor is kinda dumb and didn't tell me. so i won't be writing it. this is very upsetting for me. that fucking column was the one thing i really enjoyed last semester. and now it's gone. so i am kinda sad and angry. but this kid i know is ( Read more... )

it's just not working. i cannot make myself sleep. and that is more than a little bit upsetting. last night i was up until almost 6. then woke and and went to class. that is rough. the night before that i slept, but before that for a couple of nights the same shit 4 or 5 am. that is just not ok. it makes the rest of the day hard to say the ( Read more... )

so... here i am. back in the ol misserah. the saddle. the shitty saddle. but it's a saddle none the less. flying was a bitch. i had so much fucking luggage it just sucked. i hurt from lifting all my goddamn bags. but i got here. in case any of yalls is ever planing on taking a trip to the st. louis airport, here is some good advice: FLY ( Read more... )

TEGAN AND SARA WERE ON CONAN TONIGHT! SO LOVELY! AND IT WAS MY LAST DAY AT TARGET! MMMMMMMMMMMMM TASTY! yeah. fuck yeah. fuck yeah. tasty. yummy. fuck yeah. i don't have to make sense, i's done with werk. i so goddamn happy to be done with that joint..... until summer. oh yeah! fucking hell yeah. what a good feeling. you know what ( Read more... )

maggie stabbed me in the hand with a fork. no joke. she didn't want me to crush her "apatizer kale"-- those little tortilla things they put on your plate that you're really not supposed to eat. and she stabbed me. and i bled. an scabbed over. and cried to my mommy. and cursed maggie for eternity. fucking stabbed me. the weirdos were out in ( Read more... )

wow. holy friggin update. or not. just more crap to put on here. well, i guess i don't actually have much to say. hmmmm...... let's see. my mom left for france today. fun times. i only work two more days. good to hear. i have nothing interesting to say here really. sorry to be such a let down. speaking of let down, i fear this season of ( Read more... )

who here fucking hates fucking everything right now? ooh ooh! i do i do! fuck it. i hate fucking work so goddamn much. i just never want to fucking go back to that shithole. seriously. i cannot put it into words in this fucking thing. the only reason they let me go home at 1 am is because i have to be tehre at 9, and they are required to ( Read more... )