drugs. alcohol. and bradley.

"ok, take the wheel while i step on the gas." oh... in the abandoned parking garage facing the street with the breeze. "you taste like spaghetti." "you taste like smoke." your eyes are never ending, except when they end. "my high school graduate!" ill give you $20 to jump in. "lets just drive around and not go anywhere... it wont even take a notch ( Read more... )

luc is my best friend. dils parents are away. we had his house all to ourselves.
"lets get drunk and take a shower"my grandfather and step grandmother are here. she doesnt wear all the blue eyeshadow anymore. dil comes over ot my house when im not home, cause hes bored. so he met them. they kept calling my sister katie. they also call adil katie ( Read more... )

it's like im turning into one of those sterotypical burn outs.
except instead of "sex, drugs, and punk rock" it's
"sex, white out and coke/vanilla extract, and motorhead"
and my only educational goal is to drop out. my mom says
i need to have a goal in life or ill end up wasting away.
right now im kinda liking the 2nd option.

god im fucked up ( Read more... )

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i layed on the hammock and watched the sunset, 'cause the weather was so nice. and i had rice out of those cardboard chinese boxes with the metal handles. i don't even like the rice, i just like the box ( Read more... )

my sister and mom got back yesterday. abbys showing me all these pictures from france. theres about 10 pictures of a duck standing on one leg. i just got back from a walk with dil. my moms been getting rid of all my curfews lately. and says that dil can probablly sleep over now. which means that now i don't have to sneak him in anymore every ( Read more... )

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my mom left to go to france for 10 days.
the last thing she said before she left was
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i was listening to Today (smashing pumpkins) and it made me think of last year and how much i loved that song and how many good memories i have. not reffering to the drugs...cept maybe a bit of apostrophe '''

:)i went outside today, when it was raining and the sky was yellow and i could see all the lightning bolts. so i just stood there, with ( Read more... )

my sister's friends are sleeping over, and my mom bought them margarita mix. abby is gonna blow chunks everywhere.my moms out of town. so dils gonna come over and sleep with me again tonight. we're gonna steal some tequilla and jolly ranchers. *homegirl scream*i miss my jenny. i didn't get to see her today and maybe not tomorrow. much love to my ( Read more... )