I'vehad enough of everything right now.I hate my job I hate boredom filled days and dealing with emotionally retarded vile freaks of nature.I'm fed up of the constant abuse and death threats I've been getting of late.it's taking all of my strength not to turn it in and hurt myself.ricky is my one happy thing in life.and that's what I'm ( Read more... )

 

ive neglected this journal somewhat.. perhaps it is the unwillfull, uncaring attitude that seems to personify my personality of late. maybe its the streams of words i have to write night on night, without ever feeling satisfied, or like ive done something worthwhile. maybe its not ( Read more... )

yay for randomness.

my top 10 male singers of all time:

1) Ian Curtis (Joy Division)
2) Robert Smith (The Cure)
3) Art Alexakis (Everclear)
4) Jim Morrisson (The Doors) 
5) David Gilmour (Pink Floyd)
6) Serj Tankian (System of a Down) 
7) Billy Corgan (Smashing Pumpkins)
8) Neil Diamond
9) Mick Hucknall (Simply Red)
10) Jim Kerr (Simple Minds) 

 im feeling incredibly sorry for myself right now. its terrible. i have tonsilitus again--can see the inflamed pustules on my tonsils when i examine them myself. as per usual, its the right tonsil that gets infected: never the left. feel like shit. am tired from doing several 1-9.30 shifts this week, and im away from ricky til tomorrow night. last ( Read more... )

Come closer and see ( Read more... )

In fear every day, every evening ( Read more... )

I be a tired.
Cant wait for the weekend, though!! 
Excessive, borderline alcoholism here we come!!

I really do need a new outfit though..

hmmm

I am feeling so good atm :) theres nothing much to say but i am definitely so happy atm ( Read more... )

I've got this feeling that there's something that I missed
(I could do most anything to you...)
Don't you breathe
Something happened, that I never understood
You can't leave
Every second, dripping off my fingertips
Wage your war
Another soldier, says he's not afraid to die
Well I am scared
In slow motion, the blast is beautiful
Doors slam shut
A clock is ( Read more... )