Lately I just feel really reeeally left out.

And it sucks.

I hate this time of year, because I just want to be like every other normal family on this fucking Earth. I want to be with my family. Being a part of another person's family isn't easy - especially durring the holidays when you really just feel like you don't fit in. When everyone tells ( Read more... )

I really hardly ever write anything in here anymore. Lately I've been lacking severe motivation. Fuck.

Anyways, life is lame as usual. Fuck. Broke up with Dan. Fuck.Started going out with him again the next day. Manda called me a retard. Fuck. We were supposed to go to the play tonite, but he took off to go to a concert with Craig & Brennan. ( Read more... )

Pretty much hate things & how people are feeling.

Pretty much.

And I fucking hate how -- just. Ergh.

Ergh.

Sometimes I wish this was really just for me.

So after having made plans with Dan, and completely canceling out on AJ's show to fulfill such plans with Dan, he bailed on me anyways to go hang out with Matt. So, pissed off, I went out with Manda to catch up with AJ, Brad, Ben, Grant, John ... pretty much all of MY OWN RIVAL, give or take a few friends. We all went out to Denny's and hung out ( Read more... )

Three bomb threats at school this week.

Wednesday.
Thursday.
Friday.

Thursday was 4 months for Dan & I ( Read more... )

It's been a while since the last time I updated, and things have gotten better. In the past week, I've been to two shows. I went to see The Alkaline Trio at The Station in Portland on Wednesday night. It was incredible! They played a lot of new stuff (nicht so gut) but they did play "Nose Over Tail" which totally made up for it. I would have taken ( Read more... )

So, my boyfriend is a liar.
x2.

im dairn king alcohcol

HaHAHA. TOnITE IGIHT waish a slot of of un ( Read more... )

I know I said I had jealousy issues.

But I'm finding that there are people who
have them a lot fucking worse than me.