you get to put all your thoughts to a journal and people read it and see what a pathetic dumbass you are. good thing im not adding anyone. BAM. i get to go to nyc on tuesday. thats pretty dope. will hangout with cool kids and my uncle. certain things don't really matter to me and thats fine. what was i expecting? adapt. overcome. p.s work sucked ( Read more... )

as for the constant uncertainty that surrounds my life. everything that was going well has turned around. should of known and guessed that things were too good to be true. i just wish i knew sooner. i hate placeing my faith in anyone but myself. it seems to be let down is enevidable. eh ...oh well..ill make the best of a situation.

i no longer ( Read more... )

i wish things in life were certain. nothing has ever been set in stone for me. i look around and it seems things go alot easier and smoother for some but for me...shit end of the stick. it's just the hand im delt i suppose. but then again i believe i'm the one who makes choices for me. i determine my own. i think so at least?...it's scary to think ( Read more... )

it's funny how im being threatened about soemthing that doesn't concern me anymore. i gave back what was taken in exchange for what was taken from me. one would think it would end there but obviously not. im not responsible for what other people had stolen just like i put no responsibility one you for what "other" people had stolen from me ( Read more... )

happy birthday to me.

the one eyed italian racisit said he had a list of numbers at home of girls he has talked to on the phone and he said that they come and meet him...he has one eye..the other is glass

today i went to my job. ya ummmmmmm i had this italian guy named richard train me..actually it was just me sitting next to him for 6 hours while he seemed to spit out ever racial slue about every etnic background ever. "godamn niggers don't have money" "fucking dotheads"...i couldnt even reply to what he was saying..oh and did i meantion he only ( Read more... )

Count my friends all on one hand ( Read more... )

im an idiot. i had a job at markettell and they said be there at 9 in the morning. i set my alarm and all that jazz and i woke up early to it. and i stared at the clock then decided to shut it off and go to sleep..so i guess come monday ill go in at 9 and see whast up? ..hahah...im dumb...also i saw peter pan, i didnt even knwo they remaid it or ( Read more... )

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