yesterday was exsaustingggggggggggggggggg. but it made me sleep like a baby for 15 hours and then miss everything that went on at night. i need to get out more. i still need a job

so sleeping in is obviously not an option for me anymore. so i woke up and scoped out the "friends" list on here. people added this even though i dont remember even talking to them, outbreak show was fun. there is an exibit at the photography meseum at dbcc with chimps that have been used in testing circus's ect. it's going to make me sad. im going ( Read more... )

after great distance i return. now people can see how inchoherent i am and try to make sense...i will also never go back and retype soemthing in this. im just going to ramble...ya..anyways. first off i still hate this name, but in years to come i could look bake on all my triumphs and misfortens and be like ohh..isnt that some shit. so life is ( Read more... )

i hate the feeling that efforts and whats to come rests on somone elses shoulders. it makes me not want to give a shit about anything and strive for anything b/c in the end what would it be worth. i wish people could see that what is in front of us is worth all the sacrfice in the world if we strive our most to make soemthing of it. i dont know.

love the sound of the piano? morrisey changed your life? love all sorts of movies and films? id love to hear the justification and resoning behind this. that would be an enlightenment.

i wish soemone didnt take the only AN shirt i wore

give me a fucking break

i hate work for many reason. but the new one is b/c a stupid fucking redneck that is pregnant smokes constantly. i hope she bleeds to death when it is born

so the turning point was felt long before arriving here. what should and could of been was defiantly lost. and this whole situation has left me feeling nothing short then complete shit. chalk this one up on the board of failure. all i'd like to do now is play my guitar. plane leaves mon at 3 and i can't wait. there is this black cloud thats been ( Read more... )

it's weird the feeling that comes around when halloween is near. it's just somewhere in the frontal lobe of your brain and to the left behind your heart in your chest. so i leave for nyc tommorrow morning. not expecting much of what i though. "worst of luck" you might say i have. wish things didnt fall apart so quickly for me. but i'll stay ( Read more... )