so im pretty happy with life right now. my friends are amazing, its almost christmas time everything is chill. my dad and i are getting to know eachother really for the first time. he likes to laugh at me i guess because i make him happy. haha ( Read more... )

so updating isint my favorite thing to do, as you all already know. im at my dads again which really fucking sucks. i cant drive anywhere. everyone hates comming out here because its 50 miles from anything normal. im grounded for getting suspended for yelling at some girl. my mom is always fucking gone. bitch bitch bitch. i know.

all i really want ( Read more... )

im at my dads.

im bored to tears every day.

i want a boyfriend.

i need some sex.

i want to be at home with kitten baby.

i want to paint.

i want to drink lots of beer and smoke 3 pounds of pot.

fuck the fair.

i want to get my own house.

i want to have a huge garden and build bat boxes for all the mosquitos.

i want to be independant. i want ( Read more... )

so i guess youd could say that i dont update because its a waste of time. or that i dont have any time to spend on it. all you should know that my summer has been awesome and im having tons of fun. meeting new people hanging out with every cool person in the world. tricking people.. haha yeah well tricking one person. alright enough . im tired and ( Read more... )

i hope youre happy in your perfect world where youre apparenly supirior to everyone you come across. you think that just because you abide by the law that your all of the sudden a better person than everyone. well you arent. fuck you. i hope you have a great life .. in your fucking perfect world go off to college meet people just like you so you ( Read more... )

so there once was this boy who i met at this girls house. he was really down to earth not really caring about how he appeared, it seemed that all he cared about was his music and his smokage. he travels around so much living with whomever will take him in (which is the most amazing way to live in my opinion.) this boy and i talked about the stars ( Read more... )

Dude
Lydia i hope you like this shit because it took me like 8 hours and i could have been sleeping or something
well im going.
i told your mom you are coming with me tomorrow and she said O.K =)

<3 kelly

Come on happy chickens come on BOCK BOCK

so yeah that boy i was looking for doesnt exist.. and probably wont ever... but im nwai.. i shouldnt date in highschool anyways, unless some extremely awesome guy decides to show up out of the blue..that would be nice.. so yeah nothing new lately.. im really sick of this town though im so ready to go to college and leave everyone behind.. no matter ( Read more... )

where is this boy?

loves to pick wildflowers.. at any given random time.

will smoke a cigarette with me.

is into all the same music i am..

who doesnt bathe regularly.. but does when its needed.

who sings real loud in the car.. even though it might not sound very good.

who only likes cats. and other animals.. that arent dogs.

who would ride pony's ( Read more... )

So I'm waiting for this task to end, so that lighter days can soon begin; I'll be alone, but maybe more carefree, Like a kite that floats so effortlessly; I was afraid to be alone, but now I'm scared that's how I like to be; All these faces run the same, how can there be so many personalities? So many lifeless, empty hands, so many hearts in great ( Read more... )