i gave you sideways eyes and a one-way ticket to anywhere your heart desired. you could easily put two thousand miles between us, but you decided to go home. well, what used to be our home. i spent years, weeks and days forgetting the lies and things you'd say. just to be right back here at square one with clenched fists and a split tongue. i want ( Read more... )

cute gets old and we are left with this so and so. 
no vs. know. 
phases as fast as days with you
so cute and so new
so borrowed and so blew
me 
me
me
you
you 
you
(us)ally this is where it gets fun.
but let's get back to square one. 
you're just bored. 
i'm just lonely. 
(lather, rinse, repeat)

seasons change but people (won't)

im ready to see my breath in the air again.

it reminds me that i'm still alive.

my brain is downshifting and preparing for the (you) turn. 

I kind of suck at keeping up with things ( Read more... )

Well, aside from my little lunch time Bayside inspired post, here is a quick update.

this week is going great so far, yeah, i know it's just monday.

I plan on geting all of my hairs cut on wed.

then i have a fancy get together for drinks on friday.

and i get paid.

can't go wrong there, right?

I have this love/hate relationship with fall. There is just something about the cold that brings out my loneliness. I know it's just in my head, like most things. But it's usually hard to stay happy. Maybe because of the gloom. Maybe because of (the lack of) you. I can't forget Bayside nights and hoddies wrapped tight. I'd swear to meet you in ( Read more... )

I have really been slacking on this thang now that work started and i dont have a functioning smart phone anymore. Expect more evening updates from here on out ( Read more... )

Well, I have been super busy and tired lately because of work, but its awesome because work is a good thing! It has only been four days but its not so bad. The more i get into the swing of things, the more i'll enjoy it. Aside from my boss on my back about not being fast enough, even though its my 4th days and i have had to learn a lot. He pulled ( Read more... )

but i don't really see it as a bad thing.

seasons change.

people (might). 

Well, I FINALLY got a job! What an awesome way to start my week.

I had to go get a  new dress shirt so I can look nice tomorrow, although i think they are a t shirt kinda company. Better to be over dressed than under dressed I suppose.

Aside from all that, I'm hoping my t-mo sim card comes in the mail tomorrow so I can get that sidekick going and ( Read more... )