today was a good day. i think despite the bad things and the lack of hope for financial stabilization, i have established a lot of positive things for myself. i'm moving in with my favorite family that isn't mine. i'm gaining juggling skill rapidly. i'm getting myself out of a place that was making me unhappy. it's a new chapter in the levi jones

motherfucker... i'ma kill you... you lying piece of shit... i can't trust no-fucking-body

7 ball flash... you can't stop my skills...

what's worse than not having a friend? having a friend that would rather play videogames than spend time with you.

i have been emailing Jason Garfield and he's been responding fairly quickly... nice guy, very helpful... also happens to be my favorite juggler... so, that's cool

i feel i should update with something that is neither dramatic nor depressive... so, umm, things are going good... i have begun a hardcore juggling regimen... i spend a lot of time working on hard tricks only... i really want to compete next year in the intermediates at the wjf... if not next year, the year after... i will be good someday i swear

things i love: me
things i hate: everything
die.

going through the good ol' depression... that's a dumb fucking word... depression... this ain't a fucking disease... life just sucks sometimes... you can't be happy all the time... you can't have everything you want... i should know this by now... what is my fucking problem?... i should move to montana... just start over and be like, i don't know, ( Read more... )

The Casuiistries-9/10/05

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