i'm sick of being at everyone's fucking mercy.
I share my feelings and it just makes me look weak.
i hate it, it's not who i am.
i tell my friends that i care about them and they'd rather be with someone else doing something  stupid.
i tell someone i love them and im weak from thinking about them all day and when they don't talk to me i feel bad about ( Read more... )

Some crazy stuff has happened in my life and i still don't get why.
And now i find myself asking,
how did i get so lucky?


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The look in your eyes, isn't real.
The feelings I have are true.
My poetry sucks,
"i'm not much a poet but a criminal".
I could never tell you 
what goes on in my head, 
had i tried I might be dead.
This love is a sickness 
and there is no cure
I know i'm young,
I know i'm sure.
The love that i carry 
is like fire that burns to look at or touch.
But for you, I ( Read more... )

We are not made for the mountains, for sunrises, or for the other beautiful attractions in life - those are simply intended to be moments of inspiration. We are made for the valley and the ordinary things of life and that is where we have to prove our stamina and strength.

SP®evenge™
Bury me in love,
Bury me in love.
Shared your kisses, take your heart ( Read more... )

I AM IN LOVE!!!!!!!!

AND THEIR NAME IS "THE SUMMER OBSESSION"

AS ODD AS THEY ARE I LOVE THEM SO MUCH AND THEY ARE THE GREATEST GUYS FUCKING EVER.
ESPEICALLY FIN<3
OH MAN THIS IS DEFINATLY THE BEST SUMMER OF MY LIFE.

And i'm proud to say at this exact moment 1:37am july 18th, 2006 
FUCK SUICiDE!!!

THANK YOU TSO :D

oh yeah and like i could forget!!, thank ( Read more... )

Anyone else ever have one of those days where blowing your head off with a shot gun sounds good?

well then welcome to my life.

I also feel like puking.

PS.
this doesnt concern what i just wrote. But.
I'm a fucking a liar.

I'm going to type this to the best of my ability granted it was a while ago and i don't really remember much.

My mom, my sisters, and I went to warped tour in St.Pete. We found a nice spot next to one of the main stages. Now i'm not going to lie, i'm not fond of Armor For Sleep. So my sisters and i took that oppertunity to wander the fair grounds ( Read more... )

I have a little story to tell you all it is called Christopher the Without ( Read more... )

i feel like shit ( Read more... )

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