burn_em_alive

add me. this one shall be forgotten. i will add you back.

btw i will make a new journal and i will add you all....soon.

im not so much sad as i am pissed more than ever before. jeeez. whod think id ever wait for someone even when i know what she did and what shes doing. ooo well. i still have.....lamp. zakk u work to much. seriously find out where brad lives and well burn him alive. i know where steve lives. and ..well both steves. aaand...alex....mmm..who else? ( Read more... )

tho my heart is black. i still have one.

yet again zakk. i put you in a horrid situation. paint and glue and vodka and beer and pain killers at your job. o maaaaan. add that to the list. u almost lost yo car.

its a fact of life. something good happens to me it will be gone soon enough. when im at the peak of happiness it will go away. fuck. love. is. sooo great. but likes to. fuck . me . in the asshole. like . richard . simons. actually he kicked me in the shin. thats not the point. im saying. love hates me. which makes no sence. can i say fuck again? ( Read more... )

i cant fathom how zakk still talks to me ( Read more... )

marty.....i think im a sofa.

btw zakk. i got news for you mutha fucka. find a fuckin drummer. we starting this metal shit and it will make babies cry and adults hide and virgins to hang them selves after our music rapes them. FUUUUUUUUUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK WERE GUNNA BE HEAVY FUCKIN SHIT! ITS NOT THE COCAIN TALKING!!!!!!!!!!

she is reading me a bed time story tomoro night cuz tonight wasnt a goodnight for it. i like bed time stories. especially ones where zombies attack and i kill them all then have victory sex. true story.