I've been insanely optimistic latley all things considered. Today is a bit different. I feel kind of nostalgic and have been reviewing the past. I have concluded that I miss being in love. I no longer need it to be happy which is an amazing step foward, but every now and again my heart sighs when I get to involved in my own thoughts. These sort of ( Read more... )

Realized that I've been missing out on a few adds here on LJ...ooops my bad guys, sorry if I've been missing out. Any way:

HI TOMMY GUN...or should I say Robbie Gun prehaps?

AND HI AGAIN RACHEL! Sometimes the amount of jernils you go through get looked over by the unobservant like myself ( Read more... )

like drinking

I ought not drink any more
it gets me depressed and lonely and I feel soooo unloveable

and I was doing so well
all good thigns come to an end I guess

guess who has teh contrawebz back
guess who is bound and determined to burn away his already stagnant potential
guess who still gets no play
guess who continues to rake his heart over coals to pass the time

I would kill only girls. They would have it coming, they just don't know it yet. Not only would I just kill females I would kill as many as goddamned possible, like take a trip to the Lillith Fair and commit VAGICIDEBut alas I am not a killer, especially not a mass murderer. I don't have it in me ( Read more... )

One of my most recent joys is the balance the world seems to have. Its a phenomenon that I've been noticing for several months now. Its seems that no matter how dark and shit bleak things may seem I've been noticing how some way or another the world just throws everything back into balance and the bad shit no longer seems to matter. Life just feels ( Read more... )

LOOK A FARRET!

Been a while, sorry. Doubt it makes much of a difference to any of you if I update this or not but I feel the need to so feel free to ignore this if you want. I currently feel like a dampened bag of shit. I've had the joy of recently only having one day off a week, horray for getting up at 5ish in the morning six fucking days a week. When the money ( Read more... )

You know that look? The one with the little lip bite thing.....yeah good stuff
*sigh*

Few quick updates ( Read more... )