i dont really know what to do anymore. i love her so much and it tears me apart. i want to be with her so badly. but she cant be with me because i am untrustworthy. and i understand why. i am attempting to change for the better. i stoped smoking tonight. i had my last cigarette. and i dont think i lied once today. so this is a good start so far. i ( Read more... )

i am sorry for ever mistake i ever made. it kills me to know i have hurt you this much. i cryed all last night about it and i didnt go to sleep until about 230 and then i woke up aroud 540ish. and then i started to think again and started to cry more. i know i dont deserve you and i dont deserve another chance. because i have screwed up so many ( Read more... )