does anybody even read these helpless thoughts...?
does anybody even care...?

well....school was...intresting.kell is huge.and i keep getting lost.today i fell down the stairs...a grand total of 4 times.and then i ran into a pole. dont i feel graceful.hm.yeah.and i get to see dana and dan(woah their names are ALMOST the same...weird.) tomorrow.YAY! hah.alrighty well im going to target cuz im bored...yeah this is what i do in ( Read more... )

haha..ouhh yeah...by the way...tayler and i broke up.just thought you oughtta know.=D aight later.

im listening to avril lavigne...sitting on my NEW sofa in my room(we got rid of the bed)...on the laptop...doing my sister's last-minute book report cuz shes all...in the shower...i need to be doing MY summer work but thats ok..im just a nice person i guess.:-D haha.nahhh not really.im SO0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O00O fucking ( Read more... )

hmm im bored.i just got back from kell's orientation.i had too wake up at 6:15 for THAT?!?!it was all funn...i saw a bunch of muh friends there like derick and a bunch of other peoples...and then i saw a few people i didnt like...ahem SAM LIGHTNER ahem...wow...im surprised he passed.im not gonna bother walking up to him and asking how his summer ( Read more... )

im changing the person i am,forgetting the person who i was before and i hope that everybody forgets who i was before too.i know if i dont change,i'll loose tayler...and if that happened you know what would happen to me...so im changing for the better.if i am gonna drink,do drugs or smoke then it's gonna be very little or none.and im done with the ( Read more... )

fuck it.im not talking about anything more as far as relationships go cuz all it does is fuck it up.apparently i "lie so much" to tayler even tho iv havent lied to him.whatever.and the apparently lauren's mad at me for supposedly "trying to hook up with bobby stillings" which isnt true at all...i dont like him like that and havent for a while.and i ( Read more... )

im in heaven.(yeah i know,compared to my last entry i must seem bi-polar.GET OVA IT!haha.) Tayler and I are back togetha and I couldnt feel better.except if my jenna was here to see this.haha.oh well.i miss her.:-/ anyways.tayler has come ova with will for the past two days.god im so happy.i really do love him with all my heart,despite my past ( Read more... )

fuck.damnit.well iv defintaly done the official fuck up.i loved tayler and i fucked it up cuz i was upset.god damnit.i want to fucking die.if anything happens to tayler im fucking dying.i love him so so so so so much.with all my heart.damnit.i need to just fucking die.i mess everything up so much.bye.
::gabbi::

( yummmmm )