It's getting more difficult to contain yourself day-by-day, yet you might not be ready to show your feelings just yet. Keeping something to yourself can heighten your spiritual awareness as long as you don't slip into denial about what's occurring. Try not to succumb to external pressures; you'll know exactly when to act if you trust your intuition ( Read more... )

1. STFU. I'm in trouble am I? Am not the one that can sleep all day with no freaking disturbances. So, yea I still don't see you like I used to when I was little. And I don't think I ever will. Maybe, just maybe I won't love you that much ever again. I'm sick of getting yelled at by you because I'm always tired. You're not there to see how much I ( Read more... )

So these Indians and Nomads are growing on me.

I am totally and utterly confuzzled with this great friend of mine. I feel so selfish, knowing that no matter how hard I know today was for those two, I was kind of happy with the fact that, we got to hang out for a while, just the two of us. I know there's the whole Monday afternoon things, but that's ( Read more... )

I give the fuck up.
Nothing's ever going to change for the better.

Why the hell am I not allowed to have one good day? Just one day were I don’t say something stupid or get yelled at. I’m such a problem child aren’t I? It’s just too bad that I don’t act like the fucking 30 something year old you want me too. Too bad that at the same time I can’t be the stupid 10 year old. I’m sorry that I have a life. And that I ( Read more... )

I can't believe this is happening again.
I'm not giving into it.
I wont let myself get dragged into it and get stepped all over...again.
No No No.

Shek. Please...Don't break down this wall, it's all I have.

So this year (in order) I...
-Well actually, I was going to do that. But I realized that it all come down to a pretty much awsome year up till August. And then horrible. And there's really no need to explain, cause truthfully, I don't even want to go back and think about this year. I'll end up getting all upset and then pissed at certain people, for ( Read more... )

DAMMIT!
I need to get out of here. 
Away from family. 
From my stupid brother. 
I might just strangle him soon...

"And it's been a long December and there's reason to believe
Maybe this year will be better than the last
I can't remember all the times I tried to tell myself
To hold on to these moments as they pass "

YEP, iT iS.
ALL FOUR PEOPLE AT HOME TODAY, AND NO STUPiD LiTTLE FiGHTS. CHRiSTMAS MiRiCALE? YEA, SURPRiSiNGLY TODAY WAS A GREATiSH DAY. THAT HASN'T HAPPEND iN QUiTE A WHiLE. 
HMMM...i WAS THiNKiNG. ABOUT CHRiSTMAS iN GENERAL. iM NOT CHRiSTiAN YET WE CELEBRATE iT TO AN EXTENT. iS THAT WEiRD? CAUSE THE HOLiDAY IS KiND OF DiLUDED, YOU CAN SAY. i DON'T ( Read more... )