I'm jealous of Nikki. It seems as though my dad gives her more attention than me. He gave my room to her... and told me to sleep downstairs on the couch.. because he said that id be up the latest, online. blah blah. & i said that I thought we'd share my bed,being that it's so big. but he told me that it was up to her, and that i had to talk to her ( Read more... )

well, I'm visiting my dad. I haven't been up here in ... a year or so? (for those of you who don't know, it's like, 4 hours north of Sacramento, in the mountains, in a little town called Greenville, which is 30 miles from Quincy, which is in the middle of nowhere)There's a lot of snow up here, it's neat. I took a bunch of pictures on the drive up ( Read more... )

well. I am at Marcelle's house right now. whoop whoop. hehe. last night I went to see Nerve Agents at the phoenix... it was rad... cuz Tsunami bomb cancelled (well that part was sad...) but they added anoter band to the bill... Lugosi! That made me very happy. theyre really good. The Labrats played also. So rad.Loose change played too. I got pics ( Read more... )

well hmm. what to say. ive added some stuff to my site if anyone's interested http://members.aol.com/xfullofanguishx/tobeloved.html . im cold. tired. sick of school. ive been feeling restless lately. I want to travel. I'm tired of el sobrante. i want to drive ( Read more... )

grrr.. im at school and I sent Ben an email.. but i was stupid & had already logged off AOL mail so it didnt send. sad sad sad ( Read more... )

well tonight was the poetry slam at my school. that was really fun. I got to see a buncha kids from Crockett & Rodeo that i havent seen in forever. Johnny & Matt showed up... that was rad..... oh man im tired so i'll write more tomorrow.. hopefully...

i miss you Ben. <3

well. let's see. I've been tired a lot lately; grr. I need to get more sleep. Last night I dyed luke's hair; that was fun. hmm ok well Saturday night was sarah's birthday party; that was cool. Oddly enough, I liked Paul & MAtthew's band (Ambidexterous) more than eight track mind.. crazy i say. All the people i havent seen in FOREVER that were ( Read more... )

this is going to be brief for now.... but yeah. first off I wanna wish skatt ( i dont think i know your real name! hehe) A happy birthday! I wanted to say that earlier but i wasnt really online/home long enough to do so. I hope you had a good birthday! You too Sarah dear! But I really don't think you're going to read this.. but yeah ( Read more... )

haha. wow i just realized that i used the exact same phrase Ben used in his journal; " i prayed a lot more than i have in a long time" or whatever ( Read more... )

i have been thinking too much lately. Last night was a great night at the Anguish show... I prayed a lot more than I have in a long time. I've been thinking about lots of things; i dont know if I wish to share them all; but i'v been thinking about what God wants for me in my life; and what he wants me to be doing right now. I really dont know ( Read more... )