haah these colors are so goth of me.

i changed my colors. i think its perdy ( Read more... )

*i tried to post this today but it didnt work. it was at like 2:10 or something ( Read more... )

well. I'm still in a pissy mood. and its making me mad.. haha. I had an awful nighmare last night. I don't really remember what it was about; but I remember that Josh was in it and there were lots of demons.. or something. I woke up all paniced and i prayed. And i tried to go back to sleep and dream about something else.. but i kept continuing the ( Read more... )

well. i am very pissed off. I got an email from my friend Chris saying here are some pics I scanned and it was a zip file and I downloaded it and it turned out to be an effing password stealer trojan virus!!! man am I ever so angry. And I couldnt delete it. My virus protector put it in quarentine. so yeah that sucks. i am in a very bad mood, and ( Read more... )

blah. Today wasn't all that great. The only enjoyable thing that happened today; was Ben comming home. That and I added a buncha neato fun stuff to my site. to be loved as you are loved.Lastn night I got some cool stuff from thift town.. i got some purple converse and some really cool 80's shoes... and some rock star ska/indie kid shoes. Haha. I ( Read more... )

well let's see. Ben had his surgury. All went well. He had his lower left lung removed... and a rib too. Poor guy..... I've been there every day since he got in there. Hopefully he'll come back tomorrow or Tuesday. ack ive been busy while writing this so I guess I'll have to finish thi slater.. being it's getting late. But man. I love mates of ( Read more... )

well. Ben didn't come home today.. He has to have surgury on thursday. it really sucks; theyre gonna remove part of his lung. So he'll be there till Saturday or later... Last night I talked to Dan for quite a bit.. he paged me from work. That was very nice. I've been talking to Dan a lot more lately it seems.. which is rad. I love that guy ( Read more... )

wow it's been awhile since I wrote on this thing... let's see what's been goin on ( Read more... )

Luke and I didnt get t bed till after 5 last night... wowee I was tired today. Ben called me a little before 11:30... I went with him and Kim to the hospital today for his X-rays. mmhmm. Then we went back to Ben's.. watched the rest of white christmas.. and then I came home ot get ready to go see the Nutcracker with Debbie. It's want nearly as bad ( Read more... )