*sigh* i am so sick of being left out. There are so many people that I try and want to hang out with, and they know it... and they bail on me... or they just fail to invite me places with them.... or somehting. i dont know. theres so many people that I wish i were closer to.... but i dont think it's mutual. i hate that. i do. i really do. I like ( Read more... )

argh I am SO frustrated right now! I can NOT freaking get a job anywhere! I keep turning in applications and not getting calls back.. I applied at Mervyn;s and I called just now and the lady was all "they will review the application and if shes interested they will give you a call" grr grr grr i am so sick of trying to get a job i hate ( Read more... )

Here is the result of your EMO Test (How Emo Are You?) Purity Test ( Read more... )

i've had a totally awesome week so far.... I got to meet a buncha so cal kids.. great stuff. I'm so glad I got to meet Jessica and Victoria finally.... ( I love you kids!!!) Tara is an awesome gal as well. I had a great time, thanks guys! It was nice spending time with Luke too... although I still wonder where our friendship stands in his eyes...( ( Read more... )

i'd like to state for the record that I HATE Algebra 2/trig!! BAH! I AM TERRIBLE AT IT! I am getting a D in that class..... I and I just sat down trying to do a weeks worth of make up work and i could barely do half of it.... why can't i get it? man its depressing ( Read more... )

FOUR MORE DAYS!!!!!! weeeeeee.... then off to Ventura Luke and I go. I'm barely going ot be in class this week. Monday is a minimun day, and half the day im gonna be in the library getting the results for a test i took in february.. and then tuesday im gonna be at the Chabo space center on a field trip... then ill be in class wednesday and thursday ( Read more... )

i feel like crap......i really don't want to go to school...... my day gets worse from there...... *sigh* im sick. poo.

blah. i had fun sitting at the crack-head table today at lunch. haha.... i avoided doug and nathan and patrick...... but doug talked to me at the end of lunch. and i couldnt really avoid him 5th period. so yeah. oh well. im sad. nothing i can do. just wait till Micah , Lacy and I do our own show. I need to make some new friends. I'm sick of not ( Read more... )

its lunch at school. and i havent seen nathan patrick or doug yet. I am fearful of what they are going to say to me. I dont feel like getting b*tched at any more..... I dont want to talk to them. bu ti know i have to. off i go to be doomed....

hm. i just realized i need to explain some more. basically, Nathan and Doug took over my show. The misunderstood the compromise.. and thought i GAVE them the show. no. so they started to change the bill.. and its all screwed up....... and so Micah was gonna give me the $250 for the deposit.. and we were gonna do the show.. but he decided it'd be ( Read more... )