yeah. anger. anger. fight. fight. *sigh ( Read more... )

F*ck my show. it's over. not happening. not by me at least. not my problem anymore. im never booking 8 track mind a show ever again. people suck suck suck

this is another thing my friend (who shall remain anonymous) said about my show situation and eight track mind that i totally agree with : "a show is a show they should be happy they are playing and not at some lame party that the same people always come to ".. and "I would even be happy to play at a hard core/death metal show. you still get the ( Read more... )

also... free show in castro valley kids..... Remember August... at 7..... at pryfogles...... this is according to dave, if you have any questions you can email him DaveScattered@juno.com

ok well here's what's been making me miserable these past few days ( Read more... )

hehe im gonna post in here just for Natalie! hehe <3 ya! I talked to Julian tonight. it was frustrating...... we were arguing about demonic attacks and things like that ( Read more... )

i feel like yelling out so many bad words right now... but I wont. I am so hurt right now. Maybe I shouldnt say that cuz thats how they want me to feel. I just dont know. I am so confused right now. the people who I thought were my TRUE friends... aren't any more.. They treat me like crap. and say it's my fault. All I've done is love them. I know ( Read more... )

*sigh* today was a sad day. I haven;t felt depressed in a long time. but today I did. i was informed that i may have to stay a few more days at de anza next week.. lame lame lame. evey day gets worse and worse. i hate it there. i was so counting on tomorrow being my last day there ( Read more... )

sorry for putting this in here but you might be interested ( Read more... )

this is a poem i wrote today..... it's kinda incomplete i think.. but yeah ( Read more... )