its interesting how when i am emotionally attached to anyone person i just seem to destroy there lives, including my parents, friends and love of my life even. By this i mean my parents have no money no car, pretty much nothing, and i found myself having to live off there charity while i bombarding them with emotional stress that they already have ( Read more... )

Ever felt like you are a bug straped in a tin can.....thats how life is making me feel, the only problem is that im the can =(

I'm bored, here is me and dita. Dita is jessica's miracle worker..


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why do i look forward to seeing streams of red...

wahh i logged onto my journal and found it with a new layout, i love it so mucho

Thanks Panda Buuurr


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nod*

shake*

say the word*

roll your eyes*

(Thats odd, i think for the first time my layout is actually portraying how i feel)

Current mood: hopeful
Current music: rilo kiley-science vs romance
hey its trevor, just saying hi...its the day we found out we were going to las vegas....AND WERE HAPPY and actually getting along great....im so happy for us, really really happy

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confustion has been everything that has been on my mind, losing touch of what i want through a mess of things i hate, i am having a moment of clarity right now and i know my feeling are true for what i have held close to my heart for so long, for the past week or two i have lost sight of all that....jessica, and i know you have seen this too and i ( Read more... )

grr i fucking hate my hair, it needs to grow out faster =(

hey everyone, i got new pants and there sexy! so yah! biatches