Avarice.  Am i accused?  Perhaps.  Are they right?  Perhaps.  I definitely noticed it.  Don't care for it.  Networking can be hell, i guess.  Of course some people say im wealthy.  Although i can find no concrete evidence of this wealth of mine.

I find myself with a small stipend to live on.  Perhaps its not financial greed that feeds the rumor, but ( Read more... )

Was up at 5:00am this morning.  Walked Pookie to the corner store.  Then went to Dallas Records to file an Affadavit of heirship.  Then to lunch.  Had a fritopie

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I need about six months to clean up my latest mess.  By then there will probably be a whole 'nother passle of people who don't want to talk to me.

I got angry.  Some one bragging abt beating me while i'm struggling to make the repairs.  It made me feel lower than dirt.  I reached for a panacea.  Baddddd...

I am falling in love with someone i have no room for.  He plays me music without wirds.
As i grow older music is less a boon companion, more a crux of cues that overwhelm.  The ability to be soothed by it has changed.  Not all of it is meant to soothe. Driven down paths i wouldn't have chosen, seeking what reminds me of nothing, for a while ( Read more... )

A poem on HP reminds me of a kind stranger.  Recall a fellow visitor at Terrell (state mental hospital), remi ds me of Sharon.  The class was lead by a friend of Gracie & my aunt Ruby.  I asked her if she recalled meeting me.  A diagnosis of schizophrenic would overturn different rulings.  I recall someone at school saying they were suing me.  Tuck ( Read more... )

I just discovered two pieces of jewelry missing from my things, a string of garnets and small bar of what's supposed to be platinum and is likely only silver.

I am dismayed. Tired of living with these constant mustappropriations of a thief.  The trips to his friends' houses come to mind again.  Sometimes they show up again, i'm dismayed for having ( Read more... )

Jethro's not feeling well.  We discussed moving to LA.  If everything goes well with letters, we should be alright.

How come day after i get this letter home boy skips work.  We did have a crisis a friend had a stroke and he had to ferry him.  Am i being too tetchy?

(vaguely, humourously affirmative)

Nevermind.  I need to proce more than a few things.  I'm at the hospital now.

....Pross...

Proce.  PROCESS. :)

Mike doesn't want to pack up their house by himself, ( Read more... )

Went to the Cookie Fétè and she looks so familiar.  Today wasn't so bad.  Nothing she said came out twisted dark or rude.  My own words do that to me sometimes.  I call recall bringing attention to it to point up the tiresome little snarks of others when my hearing gets acute.  We wound up discussing the dogs and a little bit the Syrian refugee ( Read more... )

I found another of Jethro's hairs from when he was a long hair.  I had originally thought they were Lisa's, only just remembering the tail of hair cut in the kitchen on Volga by Lisa.  Jealousy subsides into childish churling diffidence. 
Did i leave my short and curlies all over your house?  I thought it wasml mine since all my docs were there. 
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