it's been 24 weeks since my last confession. hehe. my mustache is coming in. we're going to have tin-foil artist man make a trophy of a stache for the winner, and at this point, with 6 weeks to go, i seem to be well atop the field. am trying to keep it out of the way of girls i like to make out with. i've heard facial hair can be disturbing ( Read more... )

best dreams ever last night ( Read more... )

danny put this perfectly..
It's hard living the life of a slutty prude who's into monogamy.
finishing last. with style and smiles.

sometimes it amazes me how fast i am. and awesome too..but that's probably just the sushi talking. so much wasabi in me, you have no idea.
i'm leaving this omega place in two days. i've got the transition isms.

*******finger*********hip***********toe*********

i had plenty of time to take them out and fold them. still, i left my clothes in the dryer all day. i had the feeling that i was doing something ( Read more... )

sweetheart..are you awake?.....it stopped raining.

it's been such a long time since i've flown.
tomorrow's weather anticipates a rainy morning with afternoon sleepiness.

felt comfortable thinking of the past today.
beautiful memories that cant be taken away.

careful of the words absorbed......just wanted to say goodnight

leyna came to omega for a visit. i was two days into a cleasing fast and feeling very clear and grounded. she decided to join me and do the fast as well. shit started coming up. potential problems between us, basically our personalities were purging toxic and unnecessary waste, we couldn't help sharing these things with each other. one night we ( Read more... )

i'm sort of figuring this as a retreat. seven months. 40+ hour work weeks. so it won't be a walk in the woods entirely, but a retreat. there are things i need to heal. shadows within my personality that i need to illuminate. habits to quit. plans to make. it was very hard to leave portland. When i was hired i was totally stoked, the city was full ( Read more... )

you never know where it's going to happen. i guess that's what makes it such an exciting event. the fog snaps and suddenly you are face to face with the thing you never actually believed would ever happen. somehow you know it would. but where? you never know ( Read more... )

she called back after 20 minutes. said she wasn't trying to push me away, or even propell our relationship further, just that the thought popped into her head, and it seemed so right. then asked me to move in with her. i told her she was crazy. we said goodnight. then i spent a week thinking about it. it does seem right. so we found a place on ( Read more... )