what just happend at tech...I was freaking out trying to get a hold of people, lucky eveyone I know is alright, however my thoughts and prayers are with those that are not alright. I have been spending a ton of time with Justin, which has been great, but at the same time I'm very cautious about getting involved with someone especially since it ( Read more... )

I am sitting here on a sat night at home, by choice..........the truth is I don't really feel like going and talking to the same people who say the same things to me everytime we see each other...everything that I don't wanna talk about...you guessed it about Greg.Urggggggg gosh why can't I just get over him? seriously? I mean what is my deal? ( Read more... )

I love the holiday, I bought it today, I can watch it over and over, probably b/c I feel most of the feelings they are expressing about love and can relate to the heartbreak in the movie. I feel so horrible since I've gotten back, and I hate it. I feel things i don't wanna feel and i miss things I don't wanna miss. I need to feel things that i ( Read more... )

MUSIC! so i spent most of my day downloading music, after class of corse but I did download a whole bunch! I am so excited that I am comming home for Spring Break in 4 days and I am so so ready! I really hope that it is fun for me and not filled with any drama that I don't want! i am excited to hang out with friends though! Lately I haven't exactly ( Read more... )

I had a really busy weekend, and the entire time I wanted to do nothing more than to sleep....and now I can't..........figures! I am really excited about spring break, already have a party to go to the first night, loving it! I hope it is relaxing and not filled with any drama. I miss my mom a lot and so it will be really nice to see her as well. ( Read more... )

I am feeling extreamly tired..... I have been so busy lately I barely have time to sit down let alone sleep, what with my show and all the homework. I am deffinately looking forward to no school during spring break! Plus I really miss home and my family, and my puppy! I have been feeling better than the other day, mostly I think it is because I ( Read more... )

this fucking day! I hate it so freaking much, I miss home, I want to my mom to visit! I hate how everything that i want is all fucked up!
fuck it
~KIM~

I am feeling so sad today, really having a really bad day! I miss him, and I wish he was missing me

I here this song and it makes me wanna cry, but yet I love it! I wish it was what you were feeling. I feel as if my life has collasped around me and I watched in fall. When I think back on my life, I realize that I have always been a very fun easy going person, full of laughter and light. Now I look at myself and I see this sad mess of a person. I ( Read more... )

so here is how it is, I am back at JMU, and I must say that it is a lot easier to keep your mind off of horrible things in your life when you mix antidepressants and alcohol. So, I can't stop thinking about him, I wish all of this wasn't happening. How can he be so in love with this 16yr old girl? I mean seriously what does she have that I can't ( Read more... )