They asked me not to go. They told me it would all change. They said that everything would be different. I told them they couldn’t stop me.
So they made me promise that i wouldn’t do anything. That i would act a certain way.
they made me promise that i wouldn’t get in the car, that i wouldn’t go for a drive, that i wouldn’t do anything that i would ( Read more... )

You know that feeling you have when you buy a new puppy. You play with it for hours at a time, forgetting your worries. After a few weeks, you grow further from the puppy and don’t play with it as often. It stays in the backyard, and looks at you with those big, beautiful eyes, and for a second, you consider going outside, but instead, shut the ( Read more... )

the night is alive with stars, and when i lie down and look up, i get lost up there. i feel like i'm fallig, but upwards, into the abyss of the sky above me.

i wont be ok just for the sake of it anymore. if im ever going to be ok, ill have to earn it.

theres a differance between looking and seeing, and theres a differance between listening and ( Read more... )

the only way to let go is to hold on to the memories that you once had.

so, i thought i would post something intellectually stimulating, but instead i have decided to say a quick hello, and just mention the stupidity of man kind in general! we are expected to live a lie. they tell you that you can make a differance, then, when you hand your opinion to them, they give back, covered in red and in need of a looking over ( Read more... )

OMFG! I almost burnt down my whole house today! LJ is cursed! 
I was in the backyard pouring petrol on the floor so i could take my photos. The first set worked out well, so i pored out some more petrol. When i lit this, the fire went the wrong way and the tin of petrol caught on fire! OMG it was soo scary the thing burst into flames, i thought it ( Read more... )

Today has been a painful day for me.  I was intelligent enough to step on a shard of glass that penetrated my foot, and as a result, have spent the entire day hobbling around. It has been excruciatingly painful and i have come home, only to find that my foot is now, as i had suspected, infected.

I have just spent quite a bit of time sterilizing ( Read more... )

I’m in a bitchy, desperately need to vent mood!!! so that is exactly what i plan to do.....

Firstly: life sucks, we go through the same thing everyday, with a touch of trouble and chaos.

secondly: i am trapped within the four walls of my house with no escape, i do not wish to go out alone, and cannot find anyone who is willing to come out with me. ( Read more... )

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I want to know how you can stand there and lie to my face. I want to know how you can stand there and tell me that everything is going to be ok. I want to know how you sleep at night, how you can push all the thoughts of this aside ( Read more... )