It kills me to know I have done this, I have let someone down.  Not just anyone, but her, I have let her down.  I weighed the decisions and I chose, if it was right I am not sure.  I would hope that it is something that will make me stronger, but I don’t know.  I have the eating fear that I have destroyed the best thing that has ever happened to me ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder where all they all came from, all the emotions that is.  Are they real? Should I be having them?  She destroys me, but in a good way, she breaks down my  walls that have enclosed me, protected me away from the world.  Many have tried before, God how they have tried, however to no avail, but she comes along and she is like a ( Read more... )

It’s not like you didn’t know this was coming.  You have been bracing for it all day, yet it still hurts when it happens.  You have been berating yourself for thinking that it is more than it really is.  More than a just because.  All you want is the closeness, the arms wrapped around you and just the wisps of breath on your neck and shoulder, but ( Read more... )

The awkward moment where you are in your cubicle listening to someone fight with HR about how they deserve more after they have been let go.  Thing that makes it super awkward is that you know they got a pretty good deal to begin with considering they shouldn’t have gotten anything at all due to the fact that they were fired.  Also there is no need ( Read more... )