I'm excited and a little nervous about this weekend.  It will be my first "burn" event with Nick ( Read more... )

Even with the things that are troubling my mind and vexing my plans, I am happy. Deeply and joyfully happy. So this is what it feels like. :)

It feels so genuine this time. Guess I'm doing it right.

I can honestly say that I'm more excited about my party tomorrow than I have been in years past ( Read more... )

So while life has given me my fair shares of lemons lately, things are now looking up ( Read more... )

I did something today I haven't done in many months.
I bought a pack of cigarettes.
My day was full of such horribleness that I needed something.
I'm calmer now...so there is that.

Lack of communication really is the root of all evils.  
My upset today was completely due to someone NOT telling me the whole story.
And my having faith in our friendship.  
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Lessee ( Read more... )

Feeling so anxious right now ( Read more... )

Wow...
That sucked.
Just found out the people I was going to rent with found a roommate.

On Facebook.

Thanks guys...

If you ever wondered how dorky I am about nature and stuff, here is how dorky I am.

I'm considering trying to go to Chicago a few days early to catch a Bat Conservation symposium, where I could meet Merlin D. Tuttle.

OMG!!

I really love teaching these girls new things, like music and art.

I'm not going to teach them much in the way of art, but music I know a bit more.

So far, Black Sabbath, Bauhaus, Morrissey, Loreena McKennitt, PIxies and Nine Inch Nails.
They've liked it all so far.

Hmmm...what next....