and btw
rachael is freaking 15 today
and can drive now

when the fuck did this happen?

i feel like i was 15 yesterday

where does time go?
seriously.

why the fuck am i up?
i have been up since 6
i watched an hour of yoga

doing nothing
definitely not sleeping

today is ash wednesday
i didnt know this until, like, yesterday
i am a bad, bad catholic

this entry is pretty pointless
like me being up right now
and not having class until 1130

i have become the girl that is always, constantly fighting with her boyfriend.
i can't stand those girls, and now i am one.
big-fucking-sigh

boys vs. girls is so
middle school.

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-eat healthy
-work out
-lose weight
-be happy
-get good grades in school
-try to let go and enjoy myself
-get a job

not in that particular order, 
of course

i cannot believe that 2008 is over with
it went by in the blink of an eye

god,
i feel like i am going to blink
then be 30

 wow
i am really really REALLY disappointed in myself

i finally checked my grades

worse grades i have ever had in my life

ugh
can i really do this?

 happy birthday to me
twenty.
whoopy

i kind of just want to cry.

i wish i was in orlando.
where no one could disappoint.

 can i really do this?
i dont know if i can anymore
me, as a doctor
ha
ha
ha

i miss being creative.

i hate the fucking library.

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