I got dressed up this evening...and took myself out on a date.  It was very independant and liberating.   

I never gave up, didnt want any of this.  Had so much faith, hope, and love.  Open the eyes....I'm REALLY done

I believe there is someone for everyone.  That there is someone out there for me ( Read more... )

I love this song, the way it sounds.  I think I could listen to it over and over again.  Ive never been one to post lyrics much.
Nickel Creek
When you come back down

You got to leave me now, you got to go alone
You got to chase a dream, one that's all your own
Before it slips away
When you're flyin' high, take my heart along
I'll be the harmony to ( Read more... )

Just my rantings, sorry about the length.

Id been living in a daze for the past two months.  Confused as hell.  Focusing on something thats only healthy and right for me to put away, not file away for a rainy day, or a sad song but really put away.  Something happened today that smacked me right on the side of the face.  Upon signing up for the ( Read more... )

Im feeling pretty sick today.  Ive got horrible lower back pain, and bad bad cramps, and pain.  So when I got home from class I jumped right into PJs and grabbed a bottle of ibuprophen and my bed.  Other than that, ive beedn doing pretty good.  Thoughts dont flood my mind much and i feel at rest ( Read more... )

I smell like cloves now.  That is all, back to sleep.
<3

Ok so here it goes.  Im not sure if its ok to write all of this stuff in here if its kosher, it is my journal however.  I dont talk like this to much of anyone.  All of things in this journal previous to this entry..well they make me.  Whether I, or anyone else likes to read them now or not.  So from this point im trying to start new ( Read more... )

Im going to Flagstaff today, to freeze my ass off, and be a college kid. 

I am wondering if this journal is simply a lost casue.  dunno :(