so today started off rough. i thought it was going to be ok. i was going to be productive. but eh! it satarted out rough. but it got better. and it appears as though it is going to get even better ( Read more... )

i woke up today at 8:30. drove home, and like a fat-ass stopped to get burger king breakfast. oh well. when i got home i got changed, threw up the 'do' and headed off to work. only to find out i was going to have a 30 top by myself, at 11:45. i made almost 50 off them, so i guess it was ok. but why give it to me by myself. i think my manager just ( Read more... )

i havent talked to my g-ma since new years. i never call my sister. i havent checked my voice mails or emails in days. i have a cold. my body hurts. and i continue to drink. my cousin had an abortinon, she's 20. but i guess i would do the same thing ( Read more... )

1. Tell me something obvious about you ( Read more... )

just another day in paradise. my own head, that is. just cruising along in a half-ass boat, barely enough power to get me there. where-ever 'there' might be?! it actually poses a good question, where is there? is there where i am suppose to be? will my boat get me there? or will i be stuck in the middle of nowhere, surrounded? maybe i am in the ( Read more... )

i sat here to write, but my mind is going to fast...

i am just gonna go to bed, and try to ignore whats going on in this head of mine.

out.

i'm tired. and i dont really have much to say. but i figured since i was on, i would write something. today was an overall good day. i've made some good decisions today. and i truly think it is the best ( Read more... )

so somehting just hit me like a brick in the back of the head. life is only hard, because i make it hard. life is something to enjoy. be happy about itself, be happy for my surroundings, the roof over my head, and my family and friends. lately its been so hard for me missing my friends and family at home. but i do like it here. i get low, and i ( Read more... )

my room is a huge mess, but who cares? my car is mess, but why should that matter ( Read more... )

just been working lately. keeping myself inside. work, home, sleep... work, home, sleep. last week all i did was drink, sleep, work... drink ... some drugs, sleep, work. not really a good routine to maintain. especially when food and water wont stay in your stomach for 3 days. swore i lost 7 pounds in those 3 days (or at least it wouldve been nice ( Read more... )