things just never work out the way i hope they would. maybe one day she'll realize...

til next time.

for two years now, i have been living my life... lost. not knowing where to go. and who will truly be by my side. i am so tired of being let down, or making the wrong decisions. every time i tell myself i am going to make something positive happen it sets me a farther back then where i started ( Read more... )

things have been crazy, but are going good. real soon, we will be on our feet. which is good. good to be back, and sad to be back. but great to be with jamie.

we dont have a comp. so i will be back in 3 months... :)

love.

p.s. krystina...n.... beth... i had to get a new phone. sorry i havent kept in touch. send you my # on myspace. :)

i am so bummed about how some things went when i was here. i missed out on seeing some friends of mine that i truly love. i know i will be back in 3 months (for good) but i still was hoping to see them. maybe kick some ass in chess ( Read more... )

my trip home is going to come to a hault in 4 days. i cant believe so much time has gone by. they say time flies when you're having fun. has my whole trip been fun? i do know that this trip has taught me alot. i feel like a piece of me that wasnt concluded, now is. i've had some amazing talks, some really good nights, and some really stressful ( Read more... )

i like it when i see something that makes me giggle out-loud. or if someone just says something pretty funny, but it only kinda makes you chuckle, out-loud. those are the best. just like a random bumper sticker, a commercial, maybe even a joke, or a funny email that a friend sent ( Read more... )

I am not here to fix you... I need a friend too. I don’t break easy, but my spine isn't meant to be your crutch. My hugs are meant to soothe you not to give reason to feel complete. My advice is suggestion not a challenge. You burn me out. I want an equal ( Read more... )

so i am VERY excited to be returning home in 9 days ( Read more... )

i am going home... 9 days from tomorrow. :)

fuck yeah!

today was a pretty boring day. i worked all day.. open to close, with a 2 hour break. so i guess it wasnt too bad. but the money i made was shitty, and we were slow as fuck. so it went by awful slow. surprisingly i woke up without a hangover. i seriously think last night was the drunkest i have been in a LOnG time. i might've actually been ( Read more... )