OCTOBER 6 IS MY FIRST COLLEGE PERFORMANCE AND I'M IN THE FRONT AND IN BOTH THE 6 OCLOCK SHOW AND THE 9 O CLOCK.....WE ARE GONNA RIP IT UP AND IF ANYONE CAN COME DO IT CUZ I'M GONNA ROCK OUT FOR SURE!!!! I'M SUPER EXCITED AND I HOPE WE CLOSE THE WHOLE SHOW CUZ IT IS SO STRONG...OWWWW YEA YEA...ANYWAY MISS ALOT BUT I'M GLAD I DIDN'T STAY...LIFE'S ( Read more... )

well...slowly but surely i'm losing weight...i'm in school alll freaking day...it gets hard sometimes to keep going from 8 am to 8 pm...dancin and studies ...i made a show!! and i might be on a hip hop stomp group that perform during half times of bball games....it's awesome the guys are ccrazy good....um i dance now from 4 to 8 everynite and now i ( Read more... )

so yeah i'm now in oklahoma city university...it's great i love it...it's totally where i need to be...the people are way nice it's scary but a nice feeling...anyway monday is the first day of classes and i'm so a freshman haha i have no idea where to go but i'll find out....anyway i'm a lil sore today we played ball and dude we're good ....my ( Read more... )

well here i am bored on a saturday night...i'm in p fucking j's watching tv and eating a bowl of cereal...some of my friends are at a sports grill some are on a date and some are with their worker friends and i don't feel like going anywhere....i'm longing for somone* to be with and i'm bored as fuck.....excuse my language but i just have so much ( Read more... )

nobody updates anymore.....

so sad

almost gone to OCU

excited

can't wait

also sad

emotional.....

pretty much that's all for now....

so much on my mind...everythings kinda over but there's so much to start elsewhere...it's kinda sad...maybe something like "Sad Story" emotions are all over the place and it's just getting closer to me leavin...can't wait but at the same time it's crazy...it happened all too fast all unexpected...so now i'm thinking and dreaming and i always fall ( Read more... )

so i haven't updated in the longest time but i think the people close to me should already know everything...anyway i just finished workin out for the first time since may 13....kinda weird..haven't moved my body...i weigh 126 and it's scary....i have to dance in a week and a half at ocu....for a week from like 9-5..i need to look good and i've ( Read more... )

so i'm just here with so much on my mind....why would you wanna argue all the time? we always end up in the same old spot...hows' it gonna work when i'm away at ocu....i just don't know...it's so crazy like i'm torn...u say it benefits you then do it but i can't be there for that and maybe you should prioritize....things that benefit ur life or me ( Read more... )

well yup yup today's friday thank god... like every day is just so stressful and i love the weekends now..but yeah anyway relay for life is tonight woohoo....fun times fun times...;) can't wait i gotta be there by 6 tho that sucks but it's for NHS so i gotta do it...i'm super hungry right now but i've gained like so much weight...when i auditioned ( Read more... )

should be studyin...lol...