Yeah..so ANYWAYS..I went out and had a life tonight, unlike some people who sit around thinking of rhymes that got str8 jacked from a Dr. Suess book...fucking straight up cat in the hat typa mothafucka..all like, "My ass is neither here nor there....my ass is fucking EVERYWHERE" lol what the fuck?

It's all good...but tell me why I feel like I ( Read more... )

So last night was fucking awesome....just driving around til like 430 in the morning on the most crucial bowl ride ever....I can't even remember the last time I was able to just enjoy myself and not think about all the shit thats going on around me (for longer than a couple minutes). It was fuckin fantastic. Basically reminding me that I can still ( Read more... )

I love the way your arms would feel wrapped around me tight ( Read more... )

hey people...quick favor...if you post a comment and its anonymous cuz you don't have ur own live journal, please put your name on it so I know who you are......thanks

She closed the door behind them as he popped a Black Eyed Peas mix into his player. After exchanging the ceiling light for the black light he kept on the bed, she began a gentle roll with her hips as she moved towards him. Taking her by her waist, he pulled her close to him and brought her soft lips to his. Tongues intertwining, they moved as one, ( Read more... )

So, it's a new year...a chance to start fresh...hopefully I'll make the most outta this one, and not fuck it up like I've done the last 2....

Here are some of my New Years Resolutions:

1.) Changing myself: It's time for a character overhaul...I swear to god I honestly don't know how I became such a fuck up. I mean, really...if the person I was 8 ( Read more... )

some anonymous person commented on the whole "how high can you fly with broken wings" statement I made, asking "How can your wings be broken if you never really loved her??"

You know, thats a pretty damn good question. It's one of the many internal battles thats going on inside my head right now. Let me see if I can clear this up. Now, I'm not ( Read more... )

So its been a few days, so let me update you as to what exactly has been going on.....

My ex who I still have to see every fuckin day is now going out with one of my *cough* friends, and I'm supposed to be "happy for them"...yeah fuckin right. Now, appearently, it seems that while nothing was acted upon, they had feelings for each other long before ( Read more... )

I had a revelation last night. Something of an epiphany, you might say. The fact of the matter is, while though I may still have certain....feelings....towards the situations surround my existance, I am no longer dwelling on the CAUSE of these situations.

I'm forever taking two foward and three back...but now....I feel like an olympic long jumper. 
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Why did you stop, I wonder?
Why did your faces turn red as your hands slowly returned to their owners bodies and neither of you could look me in the eyes?
Why did I feel as if I interrupted something, or that there was something you were hiding?
Why did I hear laughing and giggling as I walked up the stairs?
Why are my hands still shaking?