Okay so here's da skinz for the past coupla days...So still no place yet, I have no idea what we're going to do. And seeing as how I'm completley broke, I have no other choice but to move in with christine, cobs, and chaz, which really sucks, cuz I'm going to miss having my own room, and a bed to sleep in. FUCK. Hopefully my parents will either ( Read more... )

Aight, so...I've had the shortest relationship in my life..a whole two days..I can definitly say that I'm proud of myself. So it was with this girl that I work with, (con x1) who is incredibly into me (pro x1). However, her sister, while she is supposed to be my friend is...well...cautious of me being around her 24 year old sister. (con x2, 1 for ( Read more... )

I see myself hanging from a tree ( Read more... )

Tonight I saw myself hanging from a tree

I wonder what it'll be like to become a memory...to fade away, and slip through the cracks of passing time.

I don't know if should even bother trying.

Love Ridden - Fiona Apple

Love ridden, I've looked at you
With the focus I gave to my birthday candles
I've wished on the lidded blue flames
Under your brow
And baby, I wished for you
Nobody sees ( Read more... )

So....what the fuck...last night was kinda wack...figured people would be out drinking cuz of the "holiday"
Serves me right for trying to celebrate mardi gras in fuckin nova...that and the fact that christine came along, which is always....fun....um..yeah...about that....what the fuck is it that I'm doing? I really just don't know anymore.

It's ( Read more... )

So lately I've been feeling hella stressed out....I mean, to the point where I would actually use the word "hella"..so, pretty bad. I'm easin up on the smokage, for financial reasons, but to make up for it I got SHITFACED twice this week already.

Monday night I hit up the redrocks with my new drinking buddy kathy, and cobbins, where I proceeded to ( Read more... )

yeah so.........I guess it's been a few days...heres the updated:

So, instead of our lease being up at the beginning of april like i thought, turns out its up at the end of february instead....jesus, i swear its like someone up there is trying to shove me out of nova as hard as they can...fuck...I really don't want to leave yet...I feel like theres ( Read more... )

so....i'm drunk ( Read more... )

I found these the other day...funny how years after I wrote them I just happen to come across them, and it turns out they still mean the same thing...and by funny I mean incredibly depressing ( Read more... )