i totally have this need for self disclosure to a certain extent. without my love to write all my thoughts to, i seem to write in here a hell of a lot. and not even all my thoughts but. just.. something ( Read more... )

i am bored. i am lonely. i am fine. i am plain. i am heartbroken. i am in love with the moon. i am rather sane. i am crazy. i am cozy. i am achy. i am hyper. i am calm. i am everything and anything all in one. and i am most of all, procrastinating.

Poll its been a while!

becca used to say the line in italic was mine:
How can I help it if I think you're funny when you're mad
Trying hard not to smile though I feel bad
I'm the kind of guy who laughs at a funeral
Can't understand what I mean?
Well, you soon will
I have a tendency to wear my mind on my sleeve
I have a history of taking off my shirti miss becca. & i ( Read more... )

3 weeks cannot come soon enough ( Read more... )

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maybe at the airport in casablanca, he should have said, "here's looking at you kid", just like Bogart.

then there would at least be some sad, twisted, ironic humor to this whole thing.

the rabbit proof fence is the kind of movie i would like to do some day. its one amazing movie. its prose. its poetry. its inspiring. its simply beautiful.

so i ve been doing homework in the living room with my roommate ( Read more... )

life is fucking hilarious!

(no im not really being sarcastic either. i am full of rage and laughing my ass off at the same time).

arghhhh .just had a good talk with my roommate about what i feel.. whats inside me.. (alot of anger). the phases of what she calls "grief" and what i have to do about it. i keep resisting the anger, resisting 'negative' thoughts because i know that hes a great person adn i dont want to be denying that.. but.. everyones good and everyones bad as she ( Read more... )