nothing much to report but since its almost thanksgiving and my 19th birthday im pretty excited and happy and WHOAAAAAAA everything in life is awesome right now!

OK so things have been way better for me lately. I finally got a hold of the maintenance guy and he put lightbulbs in my ceiling lamp so now I have light in my livingroom which is fantabulous. I got this job at Price Chopper a grocery store near my house. I haven't started yet, but I have prientation this weekend and the job is working in the ( Read more... )

Well I think it's time for an update. Let's see the last time I wrote in here I had just moved into my new place..and although I didn't say it, I hated my apartment. At first I loved the idea of living on my own and being independent, but then I realized how lonely it is to sit in a house without any electricity living off of spaghettios and nobody ( Read more... )

I have my own apartment. It' slike forever away but it's mine and I love it...Well except for the part where I forgot to get curtains and this creepy guy stares at me...haha my mom is sending me curtains though so yay I HAVE MY OWN APARTMENT!!!

Wow, things are all happening so fast. A few weeks ago I was planning a move to Utica for school. Then all of a sudden I started hearing rumors that I would be promoted at work. My managers all started saying the had to talk to me when I know where I would be going, but they would never say why. Finally I just said to myself, "I need a change..." ( Read more... )

I've come to this point where I feel like an outsider to everyone around me. I can just sit back and watch them and it's like their lives are a movie I'm watching. I notice all the stupid things they do more than I ever have before and it makes me wonder if I even belong here. A lot of times I don't think I do. I feel like this is just one long pit ( Read more... )

I think I am at this point where I need to find a friend and hold on tight because life is pulling me everywhere right now and I have nobody to hold me in place...

Haha I have no idea what that was for, but anyways...Today is Evan's birthday...YAY!!! He turned 20 so if you know him you should leave a message and say hi. I get to see him this weekend and I am so excited. I love you so much Evanpants. I just applied for financial aid what fun that was. Well okay I dont really feel like writing anything right ( Read more... )

I've been so lonely lately. I haven't seen my friends in so long. My work friends have al been scheduled for times different than me so I have been working with all the middle aged woman for a couple of weeks now, which as "fun" as they are...it's just not the same. Then...of course I haven't seen my other friends in forever. Everyone is so busy ( Read more... )

hahaha that's right i said gooble gobble. Happy Thanksgiving everyone. I haven't seen my friends in so long. I miss you. I was so sad that I couldn't go to the play last weekend. I wanted to go so bad, but I was working both nights. I worked a lot last week and this past week. I was so excited that I got off for thanksgiving...and good news I got ( Read more... )