wow it's been so long since I've written in here huh? well lots of things had changed like my friends me everything. But lets start with something happy.
I GOT INTO DUKE ELLINGTON!!!! YAY YAY YAY YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Celebrate good times come on!!  
Can you believe it? I mean this is the same school Dave Chapell graduated from. If you watch Comedy ( Read more... )

Today everyone was asking what's wrong with me ( Read more... )

      Three things I find most valuable:
Love, Self Confidence (if I find any that's not crumpled up in the trash) and Friends
Three things in my life no one could ever loose from me ( unless you are a certain someone you know who you are)
Peace, Hope, and Honesty
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Okay so for my birthday I had a party on Saturday, May 12
It was okay imagine 14, & 13 year olds together in a huggggeee group. It was fun but through all of the fun you got to see how people really are
Like Leira (one of my friends) is really really concited, I mean I may say things like " All eyes on me", or " If sexy left why is everyone around me ( Read more... )

  Tears splashed in my eyes in an opulence of optical
pain
You hurt me
I finally saw
with the certainty of scarlet against snow
That I disapponted you
with my apperance and insecurities
instead of loving me
You took advantage of me everyday
But I refused to walk away
Despite the strength I never knew I had
Until the empyrean hugged me ( Read more... )

My birthday is coming soon!!
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  Today is May 1,2007
My b-day May 9, 2007 My birthday wish list
one All American Rejects CD
one new cellphone
one gucci bag to prove me right on who's my friend and who are those fake bitches
one prada bag with the matching prada shoes
a pair of vans
a pair of addidas
You see why this is a wish list!!!

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 okay i'M JUST GONNA TYPE FOR THE HELL OF IT.
So what is there you wanna know? Don't answer that question. If you want to go on ahead and ask but beaware of the answer
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  Okay I'll admit I don't handle depression so well. God forbids I turn 20 and solve my problems by drinking but that's a differant story
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