I started back to school yesterday. It was kind of nice to be back in the classroom sitting with other students and a teacher...but at the same time I am not sure I was ready to go back. I think the class is going to be ok. It is not going to be the most thrilling class, but I think it will be a good class to get me back into the groove of ( Read more... )

Well, here I am...a long long time after the last time I wrote on here. Many many things have happened since the last time I wrote on here. There are too many things to mention right now. I just want to get on here and hopefully make writing in this a habit once again. There have been some sad times lately and hopefully I now see light at the ( Read more... )

well, here I am many months after somewhat of a sabbatical from this journal thing. Everyday I think, I should do a journal entry and then I forget or just don't want to. It is a hard thing doing this, laying everything out for everyone to see...or maybe it is the hardness of trying to hide so many things from everyone so that they won't see who ( Read more... )

Hey there, it has been forever since I wrote in here. A lot has happened. I have been really emotional lately and a lot of emotinal things have happened so I haven't wrote anything. I don't want everyone thinking I am a big downer all the time. I have mainly just been working a lot, hanging with friends, and sleeping. My good friend from high ( Read more... )

Well, today my friend finally left to go back to waco. She is a very special person and I was sad to see her go. I do love her visits though. She always brings some sanity with her for me. I wish she would come more often and maybe I would be more sane ( Read more... )

Today has been a good day. Things are really starting to look up. I have had a lot of encouragement from friends and also a lot of people on here. Thank you all for your support. I know it will take time to strengthen my relationship to God. I also know that I have many faults that I must put under his control as well. I feel encouraged and I ( Read more... )

Another day of feeling lost and lonely. Another day of feeling frustrated and misunderstood. Another day of feeling separated from who I am and who I am supposed to be. I have felt so separate from the one that I love and whom I should love the most. By my life, actions and words, I have separated myself from Him. I have created a barrier that ( Read more... )

Today has been a fun day. We had some family come in town and one of my best friends is here. Family and friends really do make life a great thing. I really miss my friend Becky though. I am glad she is getting to spend time with her mom though, partying up in San Antonio. I am also excited about going out and celebrating my friends birthday ( Read more... )

well, I woke up feeling pretty much as depressed as I went to sleep feeling. The day got better however. I was able to find a part time job that I think I more than likely got. It is nothing special, but it will be great. Any job is a blessing right now. I am so ready for school to start back. It has been a lonely day as well. I guess I am ( Read more... )

well, today has been a really bad day. I just found out that I owe tons of money to my credit cards. I know that they are bad and I should have never got them...but that is a mistake I made. Anyways, I only skipped a month, but now I have outrageous fees to pay. I got laid off of work for three weeks so that doesn't help matters. I am back now ( Read more... )