I am so happy that I have been blessed with such amazing people in my life. I know I write a lot of negative entries, and a lot of times I complain about too much, but it's weekends like this past one that remind me just how lucky I am. Friday night was Nathan's big party, and I had a blast hanging out with my best friends in the entire world. ( Read more... )

So I'm just wondering. Is it a BAD thing to have strong morals? I grew up with parents who instilled extremely strong morals in me, and like most things, I accepted them without question. Now that I've dipped my toes into a small portion of the "real world," I have let a lot of things slide, and I have changed my mind about many things. However ( Read more... )

I almost updated my journal tonight with something...that probably would have gotten me into trouble. I'm glad I didn't post it. But I actually wrote out the whole thing, which ended up being much longer than any sane person would have wanted to read, and I guess it was mostly just for me to get it out of my system. It's been sitting inside of ( Read more... )

So I haven't updated in awhile...I guess I just haven't really been that inspired to write. I'm getting kind of concerned lately, because if you couldn't tell, I sort of use this journal as a writing outlet, as well as a way to polish my writing skills, because I want to use writing in my career. However, I'm starting to get worried that that may ( Read more... )

So I'm a little depressed. I've never been what you would call an "aggressive" person, especially when it comes to guys...but it seems like whenever I try to put a little more effort into it, and actively pursue what (or who lol) it is that I want, I still get pushed away, sometimes even moreso. It's just frustrating. Why is it so easy for some ( Read more... )

okay since I never do this...I wanted to make one drunk post...just because I really have nothing else to do...although, I'm not really as drunk as I could be, but I am pretty wasted...so me and Jerry have developed this new tradition where we drink together online every Monday and Wednesday night...it might sound really sad, but it can be a lot of ( Read more... )

So yay for another fabulous weekend. Friday was the amazing birthday party for Andrew and Nathan, and although it didn't really turn out exactly as planned, I thought it was a hell of a party, if I do say so myself. Well besides the fact that it was over by 12. But the "after party" if you will was so much fun. I definitely got pretty wasted ( Read more... )

Life is so weird sometimes. We adapt to so many different situations, it's amazing how flexible we really are. And it's crazy because things will be going a certain way, and you get used to it, so you adjust your life and work around it. But as soon as you think you can handle it the way it is, all of a sudden it changes on you again, and you ( Read more... )

So I haven't updated in awhile. Sorry, there just hasn't really been much going. Anyway, I was just thinking about how my new favorite time of day is mid-afternoon, around 2 or so. I'm done with all my classes (at least on Monday, Wednesday, and Friday), and I usually don't have any real responsibilities. Yeah, there are things I COULD be doing ( Read more... )

So coming back from vacation sucks. For the past few days at least, I was able to live in a sort of fantasy world, where there were no problems, and where I could be myself without being judged...returning to my life in the real world is one of the hardest things to do. You always have that kind of "grass is greener on the other side" thought in ( Read more... )