Okay, so I don't want this to feel like one of those "PLEASE comment!!!!!!!" things you see all the time, but I was just wondering, if there's anybody that actually reads this journal...could you please just leave a comment and let me know? Because, if nobody is reading it, there really is no point in me writing in it, and I don't want to feel ( Read more... )

So for the past few nights I've been having these strange dreams where each night I'm with a different guy. Not "with" in a sexual sense, though. We're just together, and it's the most amazing thing. And it's really weird, because each night I've had the dream, it's a different guy, and every time we're both so unbelievably in love. I don't ( Read more... )

I'm so freaking SICK of stupid, idiot boys. I honestly don't know what I'm doing wrong. People always say "be yourself" right? Okay, tried that, doesn't work. I've tried to be more forward and talk to guys I'm interested in. Oh, but they still ignore me. And then they say "No one wants the good guys, I just want to find a decent girl who's ( Read more... )

Well, Christmas was very interesting. We went to my grandmother's house in Goshen, and that always proves to be a pretty fun time. Christmas Eve is a huge party with my family, we eat tons and tons, then sing some songs, then open allllll the gifts, and then shoot fireworks. The fireworks were very fun this year, because it was mostly the older ( Read more... )

Well, it's been pretty nice so far. As much as I love my life in Tuscaloosa, it's really nice to be home and be taken care of, and be surrounded by people who love me. Not that I don't have that in Tuscaloosa, but it's just different. It's also nice just to be away for awhile. There are some things in life that we take for granted, so when we' ( Read more... )

This is the song that WILL be played at my wedding. It's beautiful, and whenever I find that person, I hope this is exactly how I feel about him ( Read more... )

I figured something out today. It's not some deep, philosophical epiphany or anything, but just a realization. I realized that in life, we need to start appreciating the little things. So many times we get caught up in planning...planning our future, planning huge weekends which never turn out the way we want them to, planning life in general. ( Read more... )

Okay, so the new year is still a few weeks away, but I just decided to go ahead and start a new journal. I just felt like it was time for a change, and why not for the new year? There's nothing inherently special about 2006, but I've just been doing a lot of thinking, and it's time for me to make a lot of changes in my life, in the way I think, how ( Read more... )