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Jan 15, 2006 00:58

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sonvolt12 January 15 2006, 01:26:46 UTC
sometimes, I need to learn to let goSometimes we need to let ourselves go, you know? Ask we grow up and go from one stage to another in life, we change roles, and we let those roles go. By doing that we grow (whether it's grow up, grow more towards the person we believe we are at our core ( ... )

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furiousrose01 January 15 2006, 02:05:55 UTC
Not a cheap imitation of the Dalai Lama...perhaps a fairer one...;)

I just wish I would have everything that is going on figured out. I am working on it consistently and trying very hard to be that better person and break through whatever is holding me back (because if I am having panic attacks, something is holding me back from living the way I want to live).

Sometimes, I wish I could just breathe with no catches in rhythm or lumps in my throat for the rest of my life, you know? That's almost funny, because I know there is no way in hell I'll ever be that lucky.

But until then, I'll get through this, because god damn it, I can. And, even though our unknowns may be different, I guess the more important issue is to confront and deal with them, as you said.

One day at a time, one foot in front of the other, one breath, one breath...

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sonvolt12 January 15 2006, 04:19:42 UTC
(because if I am having panic attacks, something is holding me back from living the way I want to live)

That is very wise and insightful of you to notice that. Not many people do. I'm impressed :o)

Wouldn't it be great to have everything figured out for us, like when I was younger and wanted someone else to take my tests for me or do my homework. But what would I have learned had that wish been granted? It's messy. It's irritating. It's painful. It's life.

One day at a time, one foot in front of the other, one breath in, one breath out...

You'll get through this. If you need support, let me know. You shouldn't feel alone in your struggles (which is different from resolving them on your own). I know what that is like. No one should feel like they have no support -- it's too empty of a feeling.

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kelcyfer January 16 2006, 14:09:19 UTC
cheers to needing to stop thinking so much! we should get together and practice that one.

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furiousrose01 January 16 2006, 18:13:26 UTC
Hey, my birthday is coming up in a couple of weeks...celebration of some sort should be in order. Are you in? I'd love to hang out with you...it has been forever!

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kelcyfer January 16 2006, 18:42:43 UTC
sure! that would be great!

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