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it seems the more confidence i let myself have in myself, the worse i feel about myself.

a good teacher is someone who constantly inspires, or seeks to inspire you in whichever field is being taught, someone who pushes you to be better, not by ridiculing or discouraging or breaking you down, but by inspiring the drive to be the best you can be ( Read more... )

wie doof kann ich sein?

die welt scheint mir immer schlechter.

i think livejournal is corrosive to my mental health and stability. it makes me sad more often than not and spoils good moods all too often. therefore, i believe a hiatus is overdue.

i'm breathing.i'm drifting.still floating.forget it all.fantastic free-for-all.

it's freezing in my apartment. i don't think it's even this cold outside. i have stopped using the heater, since i got my electricity bill for last month and it was $147. it's freezing in here ( Read more... )

it's late i'm not sure if i can even do this.... late night...not that late, but it feel s late... went to the tchcimes with alice and joleenn wand georgeia and weilliam... an d then alter andrew...then we went to williams because there wsa nothing welse to do... so we went there and talked and played egyptian rat s crew and i know the rules again ( Read more... )

uh oh.. i hate 'em. i feel inferior. i thought this would happen. it always does. somehow i expected to beat it this time, though. but no. i kinda can't stand to look at them anymore. the images got such nice fan-fair, but now...i hate 'em.

in my own heart i'll find myself screaming and jumping off of ragged cliffs, cascading downward moreso into what is there, missing all that isn't. i'll look to nothing else to save me from the fall. i've got my own way out. no one will see, but i will know. only that is real.