you are what you imagine of yourself

[furorpoeticus]

I often write little snippets of journal entries on the "Inkpad Notepad" app on my Android phone. Sometimes I type up some thoughts into wordpad. I stopped posting online a long time ago and never got back into the habit; thinking all this time that I don't need an audience and I don't need anyone to be able to look up anything about me or my

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[izon_no_niwa]

um this is totally random but i started reading when i saw the part "The biggest problem I have is this kind of loneliness." so i ended up reading the whole post. and it just kind of hit me that yeah, people our age do really get to such a point, eh? what i mean is, i found it mildly comforting to read about another person setting similar goals on food and health, etc. yep. we can do this.

sorry this is totally random ._.

[furorpoeticus]

Oh yeah you're so right. How old are you? Also I remember youuuu. We had good talks back in the day. How are things? I'm honestly curious and not just asking because that's what we're supposed to do, haha.

These days I don't really feel the need to go out and do things that I can have good memories of. Instead I'm more focused on the goals. I used to think that I'd always be unable to "settle" but nowadays what's most important to me is setting a foundation I can build on and enjoying what I have right now.

It's really strange how just a couple of years can change a person so much. The change didn't really start for me until I was 22, so it's been only two years. But in those two years I've learned so much more than I feel like I have for the previous 21. xD

Sorry for my long reply!

[izon_no_niwa]

haha i'm a year older. so i have an affinity with same-year people. but we're not that far tho haha