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g a s l i g h t i n g
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I have been in a strange mood these past few days. I know what's missing, but it's not something easily found (obtained?). I'm happy but ambivalent. Everything is flowing smoothly and life is the best it's ever been. I have stability, strong ethic, energy, and the willpower to get things done. I got the job I wanted, it has great pay. School is ( Read more... ) -
is it so simple
Thoughts and the way they shape the mundane world, or 3D reality; the idea of a joke and the words we use to communicate with ourselves and each other. To simply do it. To affect the change you want in your life. To make the jump from misery to happiness, to satisfaction, to reaching the goals you've always held close to your heart but kept at an ( Read more... ) -
the drop
I had a dream last night with Eris in it. I've been remembering my dreams a lot better for the past six months than I have in years. Themes I've noticed include ships, oceans, cats of all sorts, faeries, warehouses, and flying, and being a warrior ( Read more... ) -
renengade ok?
Wow so. I want to write a little about the ~conspiracies~ I'm into. But first a disclaimer: (mostly for my own amusement and satisfaction) 0. If you find this offensive in anyway, I apologize!? 1. I don't give a fuck if it's "crazy"? 2. I don't give a fuck if it's "fake". 3. Why am I using quotations for those words? HAHAHA wouldn't you like to ( Read more... ) -
you are what you imagine of yourself
I often write little snippets of journal entries on the "Inkpad Notepad" app on my Android phone. Sometimes I type up some thoughts into wordpad. I stopped posting online a long time ago and never got back into the habit; thinking all this time that I don't need an audience and I don't need anyone to be able to look up anything about me or my ( Read more... ) -
001 short and sweet.
Let's start over ( Read more... ) -
THE VILLAINOUS THEORY OF HUMANITY'S EVIL EXISTENCE
THE VILLAINOUS THEORY OF HUMANITY'S EVIL EXISTENCE: THE CASE OF DUALITY EXAMINED UNDER ORDER AND CHAOSARE YOU TIRED OF YOUR EXISTENTIAL CRISES? FRUSTRATED WITH ALL THE GARBAGE OCCUPYING THE SPHERE OF INFORMATION THAT IS YOUR MIND? DISENCHANTED WITH THE PHILOSOPHY OF OUR CIVILIZATION? ARE YOU FEELING WORN OUT, EXHAUSTED, AND 100% DONE WITH TRYING TO ( Read more... ) -
SCHOOL
So, today is my first day of school. It's been a year since I passed one class, my first math, so I've got to crunch some algebra back into my brain and finish the second half, this semester. This is the baby semester, the bullshit semester ( Read more... )
