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2018 Retrospective
Cross posted from my DA ( Read more... ) -
I'd rather start fresh
Honestly, I want to change my username to line up with the rest of my accounts because quite frankly this username is embarrassing in retrospect, but I missed the window of opportunity where LJ offered ONE Free name change and I'm not $15 certain about cleaning up this image until after I've cleaned up the backlog/archive of posts ( Read more... ) -
Crunchy Brain Problems
For awhile now I've been having a gradual increase in brain crunchiness, days where just nothing feels right. Anxiety has been on an upswing as well. I enjoyed most of my vacation, but the children wore down my nerves to the limit by the end. It was a huge relief to go to my mom's to enjoy silence and solitude, and she's made great progress on the ( Read more... ) -
Recovery
So it's been almost a year now since I started medication, and nearly two since leaving pittsburgh. Maybe one of these days I'll finally feel like writing up all what that entailed and what it did to me ( Read more... ) -
I need to see my mom
In addition to the fact it’s been awhile, things are strained with the in-laws, and I need to get some stuff, my mom just lost her job of 14 years ( Read more... ) -
I don't think I need my therapist anymore.
I don't want to undermine her efforts, she's been great, but during this break over the holidays I've been pretty coherent and haven't felt the need I used to have, desperate to get everything out that had built up ( Read more... ) -
I'm a big girl now
But I still feel rather small and helpless ( Read more... ) -
Scattered
Cleaned up all the things cluttering my computer's resources and restarted after leaving it on for days ( Read more... ) -
Still Scrambled
But I'm easing into a manic episode again, so I should get stuff sorted out ( Read more... ) -
Uncanny Valley Studios GO!
Okay, okay, it's been awhile and I have some pretty big plans for my art starting again next year, hopefully at Further Confusion ( Read more... )