Everything will be okay. We all go through a downward spiral at some point. You're definitely not a terrible person. It's in the times when you're alone that you are able to define who you are, without people, which actually helps make life better when you no longer feel lonely. Lots of people care about you.I really really care about you and I'm sorry that I haven't talked to you this year. We need to do something fun to just be silly for a day and take your mind off of all this.
its just i feel lonely all the time and no one can satisfy me. i just want someone to hug me and i want this pain to go away. i cant stop crying. there will be moments of happiness but then as soon as they are gone everything comes back and my heart aches. im still just so numb sometimes. but thanks for being a great friend and i know you care.
i will hug you, i've actually wanted to at school but thought it might be better not to. i take people's silence as a sign that they would rather be left alone.
Audrey... I know you and I aren't the closest of friends and really all we ever do together is joke around, so it's awkward when one of us is upset... but I do care. I know how it is, I know it may not seem like it, but really I'm in the same boat as you. I always seem to be the happy-go-lucky one, but I'm always going through a lot of crap. Life sucks, it's true. And I've been where you are.. and it's rough... you have to find something, anything, to focus on to get your mind off all the bad. And I know you can't always, no one can, but your other friends and I are here for you, always. Okay? I can't promise anything but that.
thank you so much carrie. it does mean a lot. but now i think i am doing way better, that was just one night of letting satan take over my feelings. hey, it happens!
AUDREY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! I MISS YOU AND I HATE TO READ THIS AND KNOW THAT YOU ARE HURTING AND THAT I AM A HUNDRED MILES AWAY AND CANNOT COMFORT YOU. WORDS FALL SO SHORT AT TIMES LIKE THESE. I AM SO SORRY THAT LIFE IS SUCKING SWEETIE. BUT JUST HANG ON, IT WILL GET BETTER. I KNOW THAT YOU ARE READING THIS AND YOU'RE THINKING YEAH RIGHT! BUT SERIOUSLY, IT WILL...YOU JUST HAVE TO HANG ON THROUGH THE BAD...I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND IF YOU EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER NEED ME IM HERE!!!!!! I'LL BE AT CHURCH THIS SUNDAY AND I CANT WAIT TO GIVE YOU A HUGE HUG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!
thank you so much cassie!!! i love you so much!! you are one of my bestest closest friends! a kindred spirit! thank you for your encouragement, im actually doing much better, God has comforted me and i am comfortable with myself right now. thank you sweetie, i love you
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at school or otherwise
i may not show it, but inside, its like you picked up a piece and placed it back on my heart.
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