um. i put my non-refundable deposit in for smfa so i guess i am going to school. and only 9000 bucks out of pocket. not including room and board which i am not springing for. the bitch if it is im not all that exited for it at all. i guess i feel that i am not allowed to celebrate till i actually accompished somthing ( Read more... )

my week off was mediocre at best. only a few good times. nick brown got in an accident i almost died. i then got a ride in a police car.
went to millvile played wii
then the weather got good and we played b ball
hahahaha coooooool

zzz

then back to my decent job that i hate so much.

life is sloooooowwww

i got my digital 8 track today. its ok. i just woke up when i got it so i was not into it like i would normaly be. but it still sounded great even though i was not to my full potential. i just hope it will eventuly be worth it. vaca soon, ill have more time to myself to record shit then.

if you have been reading my journal at all thus far you probaly know that i fucking hate my job. so how exactly did i manage to win employee of the month for febuary? i have no fucking clue. they probaly knew i was having a extra shitty time at work lately. the main reason they gave it to me was from somthing that happened in january. "i pay close ( Read more... )

i cant wait for this present situation to blow over. almost every single aspect of my life at this moment is sort of stuck in this shitty groove. yet my idea of the future doesnt look so bad. its quite a long way off tho. eventually ill quit and go to school. eventually winter will blow away and it will be warm and comfortable outside. all things ( Read more... )

soso weekend. nothing amazing. work sucks. my boss is fucking stupid.

doing the same thing every week is getting pretty old. no one has money so we do just about nothing. I am going to manhattan real soon. just for the day. when every one gets money. as i was riding home from stamford in my dads car after the accident i knew that soon as i got the case settled i would go back. its been about 4 months now. long enough

i got the guitar today. it is fucking great. the quality and sound that it produces rivals that of a gibson or taylor, and it was at least 1/5 the price. it has no pickups tho ( Read more... )

great day at work. quite odd.
but now for some reason i feel like shit. absalut shit. couldn't sleep at all. its as if i was on uppers last night or somthing.

i bid in some shit on ebay. and old fiddle that was running around 25 bucks ( cant' beat that) and a guitar. i lost the fiddle but won the guitar ( Read more... )