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cant wait for the weekend

work sucks. but i am starting to like bulk reload. it is not that i am sarting to like it, its more like everything else sucks balls.
i want to go to the movies this weekend. i heard that science of sleep was going to be bad. by the looks of the ads i would have to agree. it looks like a bright eyes video.
i want to see the departed tho. it looks

really not good. i always come home from the phycologist wishing i said more. i left out the most important thing on my mind. whatever.

i want to take time off from work to paint. i have not done that in a long ass time.

i went and saw cursive. i wasnt very exited for it to tell you the truth. but it was great. i went to suffolk after. um yeah... lets just say if i had to live there, i wouldnt get along with any one. they are cool and all but they are all rich and dont share any of my interests. i drove alot. that is all.

i cant sleep at night.

i just spent 150 dollars (after a 20%discount) on a fucking battery and some fucking hardware

i had to walk to the bank to withdraw the fucking money for it
because some asshole bank destroyed my fucking debt card.

im a fat asshole

i need to wait for a new card.

i cant sleep at night.

god damnt

the atm took my card

im getting to that point where i know i should just forget about it. and yet i cant.

im so dumb

i think i am getting sick. there is somthing going around at work. someone was out tuesday, and then two people left sick today. im sick too. i dont want to call out becuase if everyone calls out sick there will be shitloads of work to do for everyone else. and my boss will think i am lieing. its not too bad anyways, if it gets worse maybe ill call ( Read more... )